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moving trucks
03:36
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moving trucks on narrow streets, broken luck and fucked up circumstances
moving out like moving in but in reverse, like you are not my friend this time
two beers in the fridge we never drank and soup left in the freezer
this isn't how I thought that we would leave here, this is my worst fear
I don't know what better is
I don't know how to forgive
I'm sorry and I'm angry too
I don't know what to say to you
that you would listen to
slept on couches for a month, dumb in the wake of god knows what that was it doesn't matter now
over analyze and close your eyes play on repeat that futile scratching at the concrete
get your shit together piece by piece find places for the blame until it makes sense
my mirror broke, I broke much more, I found a knife left on my bedroom floor
you laughed at me with such disdain, erase a friendship in one single frame
I don't know what better is
I don't know how to forgive
I'm sorry and I'm angry too
I don't know what to say to you
that you would listen to
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selfish streak
02:56
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don't come around I'll burn it down and feel clean and new
don't want to lose - but I can choose and I don't want to need you
an inch too far, eat your heart out
don't know who you are, please get out
don't look at me like there's a chasm that we cannot breach
the words we need will always be just slightly out of reach
cut me deep, eat your heart out
don't know who you are, please get out
friends in concept but not in practice
you had a selfish streak, oh I am one to speak
you wanted what you wanted from me
I wanted what I wanted from you
I'm having trouble accepting that that's the best we could possibly do
something stupid starts the waterfall of who hurt who
you cannot face any trace that maybe it was you
hate yourself, but eat your heart out
don't know who you are, please get out
friends in concept but not in practice
you had a selfish streak, oh I am one to speak
you wanted what you wanted from me
I wanted what I wanted from you
I'm having trouble accepting that that's the best we could possibly do
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what exactly were you hoping for?
is that a word you know, do you need to know more?
do you hang on til it all comes down and
self destructs around you slowly?
what did I have to gain?
"I hope that you suck less someday"
gotta have that final blow
to cover up my own blunt shame
or was it pain, what did you want from me?
voice of reason pleading guilty
you won't understand, you won't understand, you won't understand me
you won't understand, you won't understand, you won't get the bad parts of me
it's seventeen degrees and you don't care about me
but there are people who do, there are people who do
it's seventeen degrees and you don't care about me
I was cold to you, I was cold to you
quiet island of two AM
your face in the dark, the things you said to me
honesty or fallacy
it felt like such a home to me
home is where you run away from
codependent variations on a theme
a learned routine
another chance at self sabotage
it's seventeen degrees and you don't care about me
but there are people who do, there are people who do
it's seventeen degrees and you don't care about me
I was cold to you, I was cold to you
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